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a n g e l . ([personal profile] circumspector) wrote in [community profile] redshiftrp2020-01-07 01:01 pm

// video; open

[ Angel's feature's flicker onto the screen, black-eyed, black hair, those strange blue markings that adorn her body down her left side and right horn, that telltale hint of fur that appears across her shoulders, her neck, collar-like. Decidedly, completely, not human. ]

Hi. There has never been an easy way to have this conversation so I am just going to jump into it. I'm a monster. [ Her long ears flick, pricking to sound, her chin resting in the palm of her hand. Her thick, black claws that come to flat ends tap against her cheek. ] It's a long, long story. But the sum of it is pretty straight forward, there was a God. She took people like this place takes people, she turned us into things. I became this. I wasn't always this, nor was I chosen for any grand reason. But now I am capable of smashing through concrete with one kick, I can lift ten or twelves my own weight, and I weight a lot, despite my size.

But that and the horns isn't why I call myself a monster. I'm a monster because I crave human flesh. I can and have eaten living people. I didn't get a choice about it. I can sate it when things are good. Raw meat of animals will do the trick. But, if I put it off any meat at all long enough, the hunger becomes ravenous, and I get taken over by this... this rage and hunger. I might - care for you, want happy things for you. But when I am like that? I'm not your friend. I'm not human. I'm not... not me. I can manage it, but this place just wiped my memories for a few days, so I can't make that assurance it will never happen.

So this is my permission. The day that happens, and you can't trap me or stop me, you can put a bullet in my head. I won't cling selfishly to a life where I am hurting someone to fuel myself. I'll only regret it when I come out of it. If it's me or someone else, I'll always pick for someone else to live over me hurting someone just because I am like... this.

[ She clears her throat, because what else is there to really say? So just... ]

... Do you think Tequila is bad for the Reindire? I keep feeding them mine.

[ #nailedit ]
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video; @Spides

[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-08 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
I get that that was all super important and I definitely listened to all of it and I promise I'll do something about it if you try to eat us, but. First I wanna challenge you to an arm wrestling competition because I've never met anyone before whose strength was as ridiculous as mine. and this is kind of amazing.

[ #priorities ]
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-08 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
That is awesome.

I am even more sure now than I was before, yes.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-10 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
I'll let you get settled in before I start coming around to wrestle you.

I'm Peter, by the way. I tend to not like resorting to killing people when things get nuts, so I can't promise I'll do that. We'll-- we'll figure something out, though.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-14 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
No stranger to the weird universe hopping, huh? You're in good company, a lot of us have been stuck in other weird places. And uh, tomorrow's perfect, I can totally do tomorrow.

Death happens all the time everywhere, doesn't mean I wanna let it happen if we can avoid it.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-15 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Is that including your home world?

I absolutely will not let you hurt someone else, I can promise that much.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-15 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
You got me beat by one. What sorts of places have you been?
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-20 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
...Okay. is it bad that your home world sounds just as bad, if not worse than the other ones?

[Just DAMN girl. DAMN.]

Uh, well, I'm from Earth. Probably not many cannibals, definitely a few convicts, much wider array of animals. We've had an alien invasion or two. Then I was in Hadriel, which was this city ruled by these Gods that manipulated and fed off our emotions and we had to fight an entire race of killer robots, and now I'm here where I spend most of my time trying to make sure we don't all die.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-20 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
That is terrifying and fascinating and I <>i>have to know which planet is the actual worst one in your galaxy now.

[He is adorable but at this point he is just so used to weird fuckness that it takes a lot to phase him.]

Not gonna lie, having someone else around who can help with the real heavy lifting will be so amazing. Like before you came along, I was literally the strongest person here, at least I'm pretty sure.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-21 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not entirely sure what a corporate war is, but now I'm just picturing Amazon, Google and Disney goin' at each other.

[It's probably gonna happen, let's be honest.]

Super speed, too? That is awesome, I have got to see this some time.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-22 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. I never thought I'd hear of anything that sounds worse than the government, but here we are.

[man Peter just gets so excited seeing what other people can do, he lives for this shit.] Also definitely don't hold back on me, I wanna see what all you can do.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-23 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds way better than whatever you got goin' on, that's for sure.

[As excited as he is, yeah, he really doesn't want to get eaten by some kinda monster no matter how nice she usually is.]

Sounds great! I mean, I'm gonna stop bugging you and let you get settled in first.
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[personal profile] itsnotaonesie 2020-01-25 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure thing, bye!