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Gokudera Hayato | ‎獄寺 隼人 ([personal profile] bakudan_bambino) wrote in [community profile] redshiftrp2020-09-25 11:53 am

VIDEO; UN: SMOKING_BOMB (forward dated to after zombies)

 [The video cuts on and it's in the arrival room. It seems that whoever has turned this device on is having a hard time focusing on it, until the camera is moved to show Gokudera. He's looking relatively well, all in one piece, but clutching at his chest. There may be smoke coming out of his mouth, which is usual considering how many cigarettes he goes through. If you watch the video long enough you may see that there is no cigarette in his hand. Maybe he put it out? Maybe he's actually exhaling smoke. He's not talking about it. Just says:]

Takeshi. I'm back.

[He's clearly struggling, but again, there seems to be no visible wounds on him. If he got attacked by the zombies, there's no evidence, there's no blood. Just a teenager looking grumpy (as usual), and sweaty. He's in a lot of pain, ok?]

@KABALLSDEEP (but still public if anyone wants to chat about death and revival)

So... I didn't kill anyone...

Just set myself on fire and I'm back. No uh... [He's hoarse. Smoke in the throat, maybe?]

Metal parts. Just me and everything I arrived on Anchor with. [He's still wearing his collar, too, even though he had Yamamoto Takeshi take it off him and carry it about after his body turned to ash.]

So, got any questions? People don't stay dead, apparently.
tsuyoi_ame: (the what goes in the where?)

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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-26 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Don't..it's not your fault. If I'd just gotten there sooner.

[Never does he want Hayato to think he blames him, he never could, he loves his bomber with every ounce of his being. Yes he was a husk of himself without him, could only think of the grief, the pain of missing him but it's already fading. All it took was being near him again, holding him and kissing him, that kiss is perfect, it is the kiss he craved every time he stepped into the simulation in the last month, he can feel his heartbeat against his chest, he's real, he's alive and they are together. This is all he ever needs again.

Yamamoto blinks when he says the collar is reactivated, the tips of his ears might even flush a little pink.]


It was on my arm, it disappeared this morning. [Softly he slides his fingers under that collar, pressing his thumb to the piece of metal that will only work for him.]

It activated in the VR room when I went in, that may be why?

[Of course he'll tell Hayato about accessing the memories, he'll tell him everything, even which memories he saw in truth he had all but forgotten in the joy of seeing him, the collar falls into his hand as it opens.]

You don't have to wear it. We're together now, we're not back there with pet conventions and Elites.
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-26 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
They're gone and somehow the luxury suites were opened, we can have a real home, not the quad or the base.

[And he wants that more than anything, for the two of them to find an apartment they both like and build their life. Put away the darkness and stand side by side together, for there to be privacy, their own bathroom, their own bedroom, a living room, kitchen, it's all he wants. It may not be as luxurious as the place on Amoi but, it will be theirs, it will show that they both live there and he is determined to make sure of that.

Hayato's blush does not help his own, how does he tell his boyfriend, not just what he saw but what he did in the one simulation, will it upset him? When the collar is snatched Yamamoto blinks, he did not mean to fluster or upset Hayato especially when he just found him again but he also is never anything short of honest.]


I went to use the VR for the Daisy Darling but the collar did something goofy with the system, it...

[He pauses here, thinking how to word this.] let me access the memories in the collar, it let me live them. But I think I changed them with my choices. I...I just missed you so much and when I realized that I could be with you there, I had to, it's the only thing that got me through it.
Edited 2020-09-26 03:51 (UTC)
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-26 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I haven't been to them since the first day. But I heard they are pretty nice.

[It was, they are not going to think of that though. This is a new start, a new beginning so to speak, their second chance and Yamamoto intends to make right all of it, with his patience and his love he'll show Hayato that even his past, like the pet convention is nothing to be embarrassed by, that no matter what Yamamoto loves him, only wants him and always will.

When he looks down, Yamamoto nearly kicks himself, he did not mean to upset him or bring things up that maybe he did not want to talk about. He does this far too often for his liking, his intentions can be as good as he wants but if he continues to say stupid things what good is it.]


Hayato, those memories were the only way I survived, there's nothing there that changes how I love you here and we never have to speak about it again if you don't want to, but I need you to know that you are the love of my life and all those memories did was show me how much and how long you've cared for me.

[Then there are hands-on his shoulder and he smiles, it almost feels strange, to smile so much, to talk so much again. He has not done either in quite some time, days on end the only conversations he had were the ones in the simulations. He reaches out, cups his face and leans in, kissing the bomber tenderly.]

I feel like I'm dreaming, I missed you every second. [Then he nods, stepping back he grabs up his bag and his sword, one goes over his body, the other his shoulder and he reaches out, taking his boyfriend's hand]

The suites, I waited so we could pick the one we both want to be our home.
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-26 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[One day maybe Yamamoto Takeshi will learn to read a room or to simply realize some subjects are better left untouched. He honestly never meant to invade Hayato's privacy, did not even know the collar would do what it did. He meant to go sit on the beach on the Daisy Darling and just remember their times here together. In his desperation and grief when he was given more he reached for it.

One would hope that deactivated it would not be able to and that the only reason it activated the way it did was that it was Yamamoto who was wearing it and he technically "owned" the pet it was originally attached to. Not that these things would ever enter his mind, he could now nor ever see Hayato as being owned. It's not in his make-up to be that form of possessive, he loves him, he wants to keep him happy and safe but he does not feel he owns him in any way. Yes, he's his boyfriend and he would fight tooth and nail before giving that up but to him, that means a partnership, they support each other.]


If you need to rest first we can go back to the base, I've been staying there.

[He will have to apologize when his brain catches up with him, it's all so much and after his full-blown panic upon waking without the collar, his grief and the solitary confinement he has kept himself in all this time, he is misstepping here without meaning to. This should be nothing but a happy moment, they are here together.

Yamamoto would never ask Hayato to talk about what it was like being dead, he himself is not sure he could handle hearing it. Not when one of his biggest desires is to make the other happy, stop all the shit the world throws at him, really how much should one person have to take?

As they begin walking he shakes his head softly, eyes looking away, part of him knows Hayato is not going to be happy about how he reacted. He ripped, shredded, and otherwise gave in to his baser battle instincts till the zombies were gone.

Then he retreated, there may be more than one person on Anchor who thinks both hitmen are gone, he just could not face anyone. He did not want to hear how sorry they were or accept the hugs, he did not want someone to make him feel better. ]


No, I kept to myself and didn't want to run into anyone as they looked through them.
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-26 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[It is probably a good thing Hayato can and does understand his motivation, not that it matters he will probably, in the end, apologize because he is harshest on himself. For all his smiles and I won't know till I try, when he fails and he feels like he did fail here, right from the moment the zombies arrived he failed because he was not where his love, his partner needed, even before they were together this way they fought side by side, it's when they are their strongest, each complimenting the other in his own way.

He may never like the collar because to him Hayato will never be a pet or someone to be owned. But he can definitely appreciate it and the meaning it has, though he'll have to hope his boyfriend can forgive him if at times he removes it if only to lavish attention over his entire neck without the collar in the way. There is a lot of skin he has yet to love hidden beneath that and he intends to love every inch of the young man whose hand he holds.]


Let's go then, I didn't want to do this without you. [He returns the squeeze of hands, using the hold so he can pull Hayato in close against his side as they walk. That smile of his never brighter, his step lighter, and moment by moment he feels like himself again, he may forever be a young man who feels too much too intensely but he is also a young man who can always seem to find his smile again.]

Me either, I have everything we'll need for the night in my bag in case we didn't go back to the base after you came back. [Yes, he packed the bag and waited, making sure to have changes of clothing, medical supplies and somethings that his ears tinge pink thinking about. Besides, spending all day looking is less time he can hold Hayato and already he is aching to just pull him into his arms. Versus doing that right here in the middle of the dome he does stop them from walking a moment, leaning over and down to softly kiss his cheek.]

A spare would be good, it'd give you some place quiet [He grins, he knows how Hayato is a quiet place to study or not disturb Yamamoto if he is sleeping when the bomber is not would be something he would want, though he has one other request to it.]

We can try for a place with a few empty apartments around, in case anyone else comes, I'd..like to be just us in ours if you're okay with that?

[It's not that he does not miss his friends and family, he does but he does not want to lose the privacy they are finally going to have. He wants those moments where he can just be with Hayato and not the rest of the world. He is happily focused on the future as they reach the suites, with so few people there are more than enough open and with the zombies gone it is easier to go through and find one they want, he heads back in a little further, noting where it looks like others took up residence so they can get some space to themselves.]
tsuyoi_ame: (can't help it he's too cute)

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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-27 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll get past it, in the end, it's all about moving forward and that's what they will do. They perhaps got too complacent but it is not a lesson they need learn twice, they can both be prepared and Yamamoto for all his denseness will memorize and execute any plan Hayato comes up with, they'll be ready next time and stay together or get together as quickly as they can. Though, for a few days, at least the bomber may have to accept that his boyfriend is not ready to return to the world and just wants to be with him.

They have a little time to make up for after all. Plus they'll need to get the apartment ready for themselves. He is not sure the exact condition, he knows he heard the chatter of them being fully furnished with a few hitches but actually fully inhabitable.]


I think I heard talk they are in good shape, so I thought it better to be prepared, if they are nice enough we could sleep in a big comfortable bed tonight. [Not that he minds the pad on the floor of the base or their smaller bed in the quad, as long as he falls asleep tonight with the bomber in his arms he could be anywhere.]

Good, I don't think you'll let me get away with kissing you all the time in front of people. [He chuckles, flashing that boyish smirk of his at his boyfriend as he teases, his eyes catching that blush and giving the bomber's hand another squeeze.

If active is making him feel better, they'll have to make sure he gets some good exercise in, of course, apartment hunting may do just that.

As they enter the first empty apartment his free hand goes to this blade, just in case, the other still holding fast to his boyfriend, the inside is empty but furnished in pale, soft colors, nicer than anything he expected.

Of course, the laser mark on the wall as soon as you walk in is a bit jarring and the streak of dried blood near the kitchen is telling that even here whatever happened to the colony did not miss.]


It's kind of eerie, but it seems okay and empty.

[He walks in further, not letting go of the bomber as long as he does not let go of him. It's a nice place, and he walks over to see the view, this one overlooks the gardens and a smile curves lips. This would be a nice place to stand with Hayato and enjoy some peaceful moments. Inside they will find they've entered one of the three bedrooms, none are smaller than two it would seem.]

It's pretty. Should we look at the bathroom and bedrooms?
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-27 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[He chuckles, warm honey eyes lighting up fondly. He knows, he may get away with a peck or two, here and there and he'll treasure those as much as he does their more private moments. Of course, he's learned and grown here on Anchor so his normal persistence is curbed, understanding of private and public moments when it comes to the two of them.

Though, he still will not apologize for finding themselves alone in a less than private setting and kissing his boyfriend breathless, because he is bound to do that.]


Yeah, we'd be wasting a whole room I don't see what we'd use it for. But if they are all in this good of shape, we're luckier than I thought.

[The marks on the wall can be covered, they may have to get creative but it is definitely better than even he expected.]

Would you rather look down at the park or the gardens?

[he asks, as he leads the way out of this apartment, waiting for Hayato so they can shut the door behind them. Since best to keep things sealed so anyone else looking to move in can find the place in good shape.

Yamamoto can not stop his hand from reaching for Hayato's again, the point of contact just reminding him that this is real, he is not back in the base dreaming all of this into life.]
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-28 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He is guaranteed that, no matter what urges he has, how much he wants, what he craves one thing is certain that he will always approach affection toward his boyfriend with respect, because he respects him as much as he loves him. And he does not want to share those things, the sounds Hayato makes, the way his skin flushes, the way they hold to each other, he wants those for them and them alone. He is not a selfish or greedy person by nature, but this, that side of his bomber, that he will not share.

Yamamoto is trying to see the bright side of it all, he knows that someday they are going to have to confront what happened here, has started to wonder himself if maybe that does not have something to do with why they are here, to begin with. For now, he is trying not to focus on what may have happened here, it seems it was all cleaned up except for the marks on the walls. As if those were things that could not be erased.

He gives those fingers in his a squeeze, linking them as they enter the next apartment. It is the same as the first, minus a bedroom. There are those same marks on the wall just in different places, though it seems maybe a few more as if whoever was in this room fought harder than the other, the view below is still the gardens.

Yamamoto gives a soft chuckle as he finds himself staring at the bomber more than anything in the apartment.]


Is it wrong that I'm thinking more about kissing you than the apartments?

[He's missed him and really considering how badly he missed Yamamoto has done fairly well at keeping his hands to himself or so he thinks at least, though he does continue to move around the apartment, looking in spaces, making sure it is as clean as it seems.]



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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-28 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[They can, they could start now if Gokudera wanted. Yamamoto would probably be more concerned about it, but he has had the last month to miss Hayato so the bomber tends to occupy his thoughts more than anything else, he is glad he waited till they were together to do this.

Something about deciding on the place together just makes it feel more like their own. He would hope they would only ever need that second room as extra space, a place for a friend if needed. He does not want to think of a night in his future where he and Hayato would not want to share their bed together in their own room, he has very much wanted for that every night since he lost him.

When his boyfriend smiles at him Yamamoto walks over, drawing him into his arms, he rests his forehead against his own, a bit awkward with the stuff he's carrying but he does not care.]


Are you sure, this is the one you want?

[He will give Hayato a moment to answer after he is excused the soft brush of lips that he touches to his boyfriend's mouth. Not nearly enough but it still makes his heart flutter, how much he missed that simple, yet loving action.]
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-29 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't matter to me as long as you're here. Welcome Home, Hayato...

[This is all he needs and with that decided it's far too easy to forget the world and just bask in happiness the moment those lips press back against his, he can feel their warmth and it's real, it's here in this world and it's all he could ever ask for.

The bag over his body bumps and prevents him from moving closer and he breaks the kiss with a chuckle.]


I should put these down. [He moves over, dropping the sword and bag to the couch before he remembers the door and moves to lock it. It's a simple enough mechanism and when it's done he turns and smiles at his boyfriend.]

I have everything in the bag if you wanted a shower or change of clothes.

[But even as he is talking he's moving back to the bomber, reaching out to him to step in closer and bring him into his arms.]
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-29 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Yamamoto intends to kiss him again and again, but he also does not want to fight the bag for that space, nor his weapon. He wants his arms, hands all free to be for the bomber only, he's dreamt of holding him again for what feels like ages.

It is, their apartment, their home, and Yamamoto is beyond happy and excited. He laughs at that question with a bright smile. ]


No, because I don't want to let go of you even if you did, but it was the right thing to offer, in case.

[He folds his arms, drawing Hayato in tight against his chest, head tilting just enough to let his boyfriend nestle there in his neck, one set of digits settling lovingly against his back, while the others rise, carding softly through silver locks.]
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-29 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm, maybe later? I had one last night before I sent back to the base.

[So other than his mad dash to the Arrival area and his time with Hayato he has not done much to get dirty, but then there is that suggestion and well that, that does not sound so bad.

He grins, that boyish charm flashing in it instantly.]


Well, when you put it that way...[Yamamoto has spent many showers thinking about Hayato, just never one with him in there, though they could wait or they could do it now? He is not even sure and as the bomber is looking at him all he can do is lean in, softly kissing him, he missed every inch of the other, from his heart and his soul to the lips he's tasting once more.]
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[personal profile] tsuyoi_ame 2020-09-29 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Mhmm

[He just hums the response, by now he is not thinking of showers. Because Hayato went up onto his toes, his lips part and Yamamoto is more than content with any pace, all that matters to him is that they are together.

When his lips part in response he teases lightly with his tongue, the bomber taste so familiar, so new all at the same time and it remains a kiss that sets his heart and pulse to quickening. He knows they have time, but he also does not want to stand here with his boyfriend's back against the window for this.

He wants to enjoy him, to kiss him from head to toe, he does not expect Hayato do anything more to reassure him, this right here, being in his arms is all he needs.

Yamamoto wraps hands around Hayato's lifting him, encouraging the bomber's legs to go around his waist, while his hands slide to his boyfriend's bottom.

He breaks the kiss only going far enough to speak against those lips he loves so much.]


Should we pick a bedroom?