circumspector: (( sleep ) » if i lose it all)
a n g e l . ([personal profile] circumspector) wrote in [community profile] redshiftrp 2020-03-07 01:11 pm (UTC)

I always was.

They ended up not being the problem, when it came to it. I think there is a saying, about the people you love hurting you the most? I killed my mother after they took me. I just wanted everything to stop. I screamed until it did. Then she stopped too. There was blood, just so much blood and - my father...

He wasn't a good man, then again, no one is where we come from. But he became a very bad man. For years and years I was alone and he was everything to me. What he did... because of me and... with my power? Every little girl loves their father. I just wanted to make him happy. He was everything to me and...

[ Connor, Charles, they would tell her, because they gave her more than she ever thought she could come to know, let alone accept, over and over again, to not be so hard on herself. She didn't have a choice. She barely had her own thoughts after Jack was done with her. What else could she do?

But that didn't give back those lives. Good or bad.
]

I did awful, awful things.

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