[It is probably a good thing Hayato can and does understand his motivation, not that it matters he will probably, in the end, apologize because he is harshest on himself. For all his smiles and I won't know till I try, when he fails and he feels like he did fail here, right from the moment the zombies arrived he failed because he was not where his love, his partner needed, even before they were together this way they fought side by side, it's when they are their strongest, each complimenting the other in his own way.
He may never like the collar because to him Hayato will never be a pet or someone to be owned. But he can definitely appreciate it and the meaning it has, though he'll have to hope his boyfriend can forgive him if at times he removes it if only to lavish attention over his entire neck without the collar in the way. There is a lot of skin he has yet to love hidden beneath that and he intends to love every inch of the young man whose hand he holds.]
Let's go then, I didn't want to do this without you. [He returns the squeeze of hands, using the hold so he can pull Hayato in close against his side as they walk. That smile of his never brighter, his step lighter, and moment by moment he feels like himself again, he may forever be a young man who feels too much too intensely but he is also a young man who can always seem to find his smile again.]
Me either, I have everything we'll need for the night in my bag in case we didn't go back to the base after you came back. [Yes, he packed the bag and waited, making sure to have changes of clothing, medical supplies and somethings that his ears tinge pink thinking about. Besides, spending all day looking is less time he can hold Hayato and already he is aching to just pull him into his arms. Versus doing that right here in the middle of the dome he does stop them from walking a moment, leaning over and down to softly kiss his cheek.]
A spare would be good, it'd give you some place quiet [He grins, he knows how Hayato is a quiet place to study or not disturb Yamamoto if he is sleeping when the bomber is not would be something he would want, though he has one other request to it.]
We can try for a place with a few empty apartments around, in case anyone else comes, I'd..like to be just us in ours if you're okay with that?
[It's not that he does not miss his friends and family, he does but he does not want to lose the privacy they are finally going to have. He wants those moments where he can just be with Hayato and not the rest of the world. He is happily focused on the future as they reach the suites, with so few people there are more than enough open and with the zombies gone it is easier to go through and find one they want, he heads back in a little further, noting where it looks like others took up residence so they can get some space to themselves.]
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He may never like the collar because to him Hayato will never be a pet or someone to be owned. But he can definitely appreciate it and the meaning it has, though he'll have to hope his boyfriend can forgive him if at times he removes it if only to lavish attention over his entire neck without the collar in the way. There is a lot of skin he has yet to love hidden beneath that and he intends to love every inch of the young man whose hand he holds.]
Let's go then, I didn't want to do this without you. [He returns the squeeze of hands, using the hold so he can pull Hayato in close against his side as they walk. That smile of his never brighter, his step lighter, and moment by moment he feels like himself again, he may forever be a young man who feels too much too intensely but he is also a young man who can always seem to find his smile again.]
Me either, I have everything we'll need for the night in my bag in case we didn't go back to the base after you came back. [Yes, he packed the bag and waited, making sure to have changes of clothing, medical supplies and somethings that his ears tinge pink thinking about. Besides, spending all day looking is less time he can hold Hayato and already he is aching to just pull him into his arms. Versus doing that right here in the middle of the dome he does stop them from walking a moment, leaning over and down to softly kiss his cheek.]
A spare would be good, it'd give you some place quiet [He grins, he knows how Hayato is a quiet place to study or not disturb Yamamoto if he is sleeping when the bomber is not would be something he would want, though he has one other request to it.]
We can try for a place with a few empty apartments around, in case anyone else comes, I'd..like to be just us in ours if you're okay with that?
[It's not that he does not miss his friends and family, he does but he does not want to lose the privacy they are finally going to have. He wants those moments where he can just be with Hayato and not the rest of the world. He is happily focused on the future as they reach the suites, with so few people there are more than enough open and with the zombies gone it is easier to go through and find one they want, he heads back in a little further, noting where it looks like others took up residence so they can get some space to themselves.]