private;

[It honestly isn't. Onni has been his guardian and parental figure for more than half his life at this point, he's learned how to handle all of Lalli's different needs as well as he can, all the ways he needs to be handled so he doesn't shut down, and this is completely mystifying. They've had worse fights than the little spat they'd had before Lalli ran away, they've had worse fights in the last month, but Lalli has never done this before.]

I don't know. I can hardly think right now.

I just want to know he's safe, she won't even let me speak to him.